KNIFVD!

bunny / bunnypuff. they / them . 21+ . cst .hi ! i’m bunny . i'm 23 , a full time physics student & a barista . cst. egirl support main on league & val , iron in both games. i have a lot of mental health issues ( i struggle with BPD and PTSD along with anxiety ) , and can’t remember a lot of things from my childhood or teenage years . i space out a lot , and forget to respond , and sometimes i stop half way through a sentence . please just be patient with me and give me some time to figure it out . thanks for being patient with me , and checking out my blog :)the muses i write are from video games, movies, shows, and other fandoms . that being said , there will be mentions of abuse , self harm , suicide , ptsd , torture and other triggering content . things will be tagged accordingly before hand . there will be heavy horror on this blog . i've been writing / rping for around nine years , and my rules reflect my needs and wants based on past experiences .my bios are constantly under construction . please feel free to ask or dm me questions about the muses , i always love talking about them . i can be contacted on my discord , which is : @ soworakas .please let me know you came from here , otherwise i might ignore you. i am a content creator and have it posted on other social media.CURRENTLY TRACKING: #KNIFVD

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SAGE , from riot game's valorant .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : ling ying wei , preferred to sage . has been called mom before . that's acceptable .
pronouns : she / her
sexuality : pansexual
age : 29 ( maybe ? unsure due to radiant status )
species : radiant
physicality : dark black hair , dark brown eyes . 5'8" . has scars littering her body from times her healing didn't quite work on herself. always stands straight, with no slouch. has a small mole under her left eye. when let down, hair reaches just below her butt. fit frame , but leans towards a more an athletic build with a heavy focus on her upper half.
personality : gentle and firm , commands a certain presence when she speaks , although caring , comes off as very closed off when asked about herself . can have her moments of being ruthless , if only due to the line of work she's in . tries to be kind while keeping others arm's length .background : cw for religion mentions , self hatred , etcyou don’t remember the last time someone’s called you by your real name . it’s an odd flavor to hear , to taste on your tongue , but maybe it’s because no one really knows your name . or , they didn’t , not until the hacker .you liked your life before the protocol — let’s not get it twisted . studying and training as a monk brought you a kind of peace from the turmoil you struggled with for your entire life and it was something you wouldn’t trade for the world .but they didn’t know what it was like . they couldn’t . to feel it course inside your blood and feel it vibrate in your system , begging to be used . all the meditation and praying didn’t save you from this … this humming .and helping sabine … not … helping sabine helped you realize something .you didn’t need to be saved .you stopped pushing the feeling away , didn’t push it to the back of your head , to the back of your mind where you pack it away and only bring it back for those bouts of shameful nights where you cry yourself to sleep . you stop .
and you breathe . and you join the protocol .and oh my god , you didn’t know you signed up for this . for a family . but you embrace it , and you feel at home . you try not to let them know how much you love them , how you care , but it’s hard .especially when you see their dead bodies , day in and out , crumpled and lifeless next to their rifles or shotguns , and you’ve cried so many tears for their deaths that they’ll never realize .it hurts . to care this deeply about people who’ll never know what it’s like to see themselves bloodied and broken over and over again .but it doesn’t matter . there’s work to be done . there’s no time for things as small as your emotions and the disgust that’s been ingrained in you to hate the type of thing you are . there’s not enough time .the carousel never stops turning , and you never stop working.trivia :
- always has cold hands
- tends to give people nicknames in chinese , with little (adjective) in order to imbue a sense of safety , or call it motherly instinct . either or .
- suffers from ptsd
- flips between god complex and inferiority complex a lot
- has referred to the protocol as her kids before by accidentanything else ? smells like vanilla and peaches . wears a surprising amount of jewelry . likes holding hands a lot . cold hands . cold body . sleeps with tensed shoulders until she finally falls asleep .

NEON , from riot game's valorant .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : tala nicole dimaapi valdez
pronouns : she/her & they/them
sexuality : bisexual with a heavy lean towards women
age : 22
species : radiant
physicality : athletic build with more muscle focus on her calves. on the shorter side.
personality : energetic , flirty and kind , neon is the kind of person who'll always have your back . she tends to speak without thinking . she's very happy go lucky , and spreads herself too thin when it comes to focusing on her friends , almost to the point where she'll overexert herselfbackground : tbu.trivia :
- played point guard in high school.
- is incredibly good at cooking
- loves taking baths. it soothes her sore muscles
- speaking of sore muscles , she's constantly sore . like, even to a point where sage's healing can't help.anything else ? she only is able to retain her hair color because of sage, who constantly redyes it and buys the purple / toned shampoo for it . she naturally has brown hair with the blonde streaks from the first light incident. always smells like lavender. out of contact with her mother; her father having passed in the philippines after working with their KSEC unit there.

FADE , from riot game's valorant .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : hazal eyletmez
pronouns : she/her
sexuality : questioning , secretly has a heavy preference for women, but has dated exclusively men up until this point
age : 24
species : radiant
physicality : slim, tall, almost lanky.
personality : snarky , irritable , and distrusting , tends to not talk to others unless spoken to . loyal , and will warm up to you once she trusts you.
background : tbu.trivia :
-tbu.anything else ? tbu..

LUXANNA CROWNGUARD , from riot game's league of legends .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : lux , luxanna
pronouns : she / her
sexuality : bisexual
age : 21
species : human , magically altered
physicality : long blonde hair , bright blue eyes , always smiling . a bit on the frailer side .
personality : bright and kind , lux has an energy that draws a lot of people in . however , she does fail to regulate her emotions a lot , and tends to have a more serious demeanor when she doesn't have the energy to keep up with being bright and happy.background ( canon & modern verse ) : cw for neglect, racism (demacian's fear of magic users), toxic relationshipstrivia :
- always radiates warmth
- loves wearing dresses but for comfort is almost always in long black tshirt and athletic wear
- in her main verse , when she gets nervous , or flustered , her hands start to glowanything else ? smells like roses , and lavender shampoo . constantly has a star locket on . laughs constantly , loudly , and accepts everyone as they are . constantly fighting . always fighting for what's right . you can find more on her here

SORAKA , from riot game's league of legends .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : soraka
pronouns : any are fine
sexuality : pansexual
age : centuries old
species : fallen starchild (immortal being)
physicality : long white hair, oddly tall , almost six feet tall . slight athletic build ,
personality : ethreal , kind , motherly , soraka is someone who pulls no stops in order to take care and love others. being a fallen star leaves her slightly bitter towards humans and the ways they continue to take advantage of her, so she can be a little defensive . she can also be demanding , and a bit callous .background ( canon & modern verse ) :
you're not quite sure when you came to be . the darkness enveloped you until there was nothing but warmth growing from you , and you are , you are , and when you descend on earth , you know nothing but grief . humans , they ache , they ache , and you ache , knowing there's nothing you can do in your SELFISHNESS of timelessness and immortality , and you're not sure what else you can do . you are a mere observer . your magic can only do so much . and you hate it . the ottrani revere you as a god as you try your best to heal with what little you can give , but you know you can do more . you can give more .so you beg to those who are higher than you , to let you give back to those who do nothing but struggle to try and live , and you're granted your wish at a price .you're not as timeless as you'd like to admit. not anymore.trivia :
- cold to the touch
- hair seems to glow in the moonlight
- she gets easily drunk off of human alcohol , but other paraphenalia don't do much for her
- has a soft spot for all of those she's fought with although those who have fought with her will say she's nothing short of a menace and a very demanding person and almost bossy, a shot caller.anything else ? always smells of mint. always seems to be looking at you with either care or disdain. your choice. you can find more on her here

MC , from cheritz's mystic messenger .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : mina cheung is her full name , but only call her mc unless you would like to be profusely insulted and or punched.
pronouns : she / her , but any work , she's comfortable with whatever
sexuality : pansexual
age : 22
species : human
physicality : 5'4" , 5'6" in heels . long , light brown hair with bangs , but has gone through every iteration of the default mc hair styles as presented in the option screens of mystic messenger (in her life, not because of it). scarred hands from a bullying incident in high school . always scowling or pouting about something . wears glasses . has a slim , athletic build that used to be more defined in high school .personality : mc is ... abrasive . and not for everyone . having been raised all over , she finds herself more amalgamation of personalities , and unsure how she actually feels . generally , she can come off as stand offish , mean , and bratty , but it tends to be an act around people she doesn't know . if given the chance to get to know her , you'll find her to be a kinder soul , that enjoys taking care of others , almost in a motherly way . however , she has her moments of lashing out when feeling betrayed , and is quick to violence to protect herself or others .background : cw for age gap relationships , torture , hallucinations , anything is free game from mystic messenger , bullying , neglect, substance abuseyou are born AUGUST SECOND to SO - WON and BEOM - SOO . father moves around a lot, and he brings you with him. and mom. sometimes. not all the time, but sometimes. you’ve always been well off, and father makes sure everyone knows it. a poster child to his company, you are, really.
some people try and be friends with you, and want you to buy everything for them. at first, you do. you like having a lot of friends. but they’re not kind. not nice. not anymore. they become cranky, and angry, and so do you. but father moves you and mother again, so you don’t mind.you join the hockey team in your freshman year of high school in new york, but it’s co-ed. you don’t think much of it, even when you start dating the captain of the team. he tries to get you to sleep with him. you’re fifteen. he’s eighteen. you don’t want to. he tries to get you to — but you’re more dangerous with fire in your mouth, and when you break his fingers, you’re taken to court. it’s bad press. father doesn’t like it. the settlement is heavy. he’s upset with you, but doesn’t say anything more. you don’t know why he is. it’s not your fault. mother knows that. you know that. before you leave, he makes sure your fingers are scarred forever more.when you move to california, you still have people try and be your friend to buy them the clothes they want. you stop pretending to be nice. you give up. you are no longer soft, and bite harder than your bark. you meet a kid. he’s cool. he’s hot. he shows you what LOVE is. love is getting high beneath the bleachers and showing up to class drunk. you don’t know anything other than the blood tasting in your mouth when you win another fight. mother takes you away before father finds out, somewhere away on his business trip.she takes you to rehab. it gets better. just a bit. your first love doesn’t get better. he screams and yells at you. he threatens to hurt you. he grabs at your hair and screams words of loving and hating you. you get a restraining order. mother keeps everyone quiet with the lawyers. you knew she was smart, but you didn’t know she was this smart.
you don’t show up to his funeral. you cut your hair short instead. he always liked your hair long, so you cut it short. you won’t remember him anymore.when father comes home, you can feel something different. you don’t think your father loves your mother anymore. you know she’s still smitten with him.when you enter Korea University Business School, you’re the top of your class. father is off on another business trip, and mother is still at your home that you can now call home, after living in seoul for anothersix months. father wants you to make business deals no matter what. mother decides not to go on the business trip with father. you have several friends, and the hockey team here is amazing. so is softball. you don’t want to look back.and then you find the phone. it’s simple, doesn’t look too hard to return to the owner, but it’s hard. and then you’re at the apartment. and then you meet HIM . and you swear, you’ve never fallen this hard before.and then it’s ripped away from you again. you try again, but then you meet HER, and you don’t love her. not enough. not into completion. you don’t know what to do. this isn’t the way it’s supposed to be.it happens again. again. you can't STOP IT . the game resets. and so do you. AND YOU KNOW. you won’t tell them, but you know.
and when it all stops, you’re not happy. not happy at all.
but you won’t tell them that. because no one is dead. they don’t remember anything, and neither should you.but you do. you’re no longer kind. you wish you were. but you’re not.
AND NOW , you’ve arrived at the true conclusion — father in jail . you don’t know if you were supposed to be here , or that if it’s the RFA who pushed you to be the best , but you don’t feel like you are . the best , that is . you crave the happiness you once felt that you’ve replaced with money and more , but you don’t feel like you’re here . not all the way . currently ceo in line of her father's company , with guidance from board members .trivia :
- a reset theory mc, in which she remembers every route and experienced them as her full life
- has scars from every single route, including the bad ends
- hands are scarred heavily due to an interaction in high school
- serial dater in high school
- loves to spend money on others and spoil themanything else ? nothing atm

MONIKA , from team salvato's doki doki literature club .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : monika . just monika .
pronouns : she / they
sexuality : bisexual with a heavy lean towards women
age : 18 ( unsure due to status of being a program )
species : actualized program
physicality : 5'9" , long , auburn hair . almost glowing green eyes . stands tall . always has her hair up in a pony tail . never wears a lot of lipgloss or mascara , but when she does , it's the only makeup she wears .personality : monika is condescending , cruel , and manipulative . she spent most of her life stuck in a program and being controlled by a force that made her feel like nothing . she becomes obessive over those she loves and has a big desire to try and control those around her , as she felt like most of her life she had no control . she does , however , tend to hide her intentions behind very saccharine tones and kindness that just falls flat . she can be truly kind and genuine to those she loves ( obsesses ) over .background : cw neglect , murder , abuse , depersonalization / derealization, zalgo textyou don’t remember much before you enter high school. you don’t remember much of your family, if you even have one. it’s hard to tell, and hard to know, but you just know who you are when you wake up for the first day of school.( you don’t remember the scars mom gave you. that’s good. you’d rather not remember. )
you’re quick to realize you can’t just say that to your peers, so you get good at lying. maybe one day you’ll believe it.❛ my parents are out of town for a while, but they let me live on my own ! ❜they usually coo about how cool it must be to have the place to yourself. you can’t remember a time you haven’t wanted someone in the apartment with you.
you don’t know how rent is paid. or how money is put on your card. you don’t question it. you spend frugally. and you wait. holidays are a bit sad, but you have jade, so you try not to be sad.and then they come to the literature club, and everything changes.
and you don’t know what comes over you. this overwhelming sense of nothingness and everythingness at the same time, it sends shivers down your spine, seeing girls just like you, every single bad part of you that you’ve kept under lock and key showing out in these annoyances of girls.BUT THEN YOU LEAVE. with their blood on your hands, you leave. and then you’re f̎ͯ̐̐ͤͨ̂ȓ͔̼͉̰̻̈̕ͅe͓̞̺̭̘̥̺̾͌ͥ̓e͈͂.̤̥̘̥̉̽ͩ͑͑͘trivia :
- painting her finger nails is a mundane activity she enjoys , because when she was trapped as a program it wasn't something she was necessarily allowed or knew how to do because of the way the game was programmed and structured
- she's like , insanely good at most video games ( unsurprisingly )
- cold hands , and body . one might think she were dead if they were to feel her hands .anything else ? not atm

CHARA , from toby fox's undertale .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : whatever you want! :D ( chara )
pronouns : they / them
sexuality : not you
age : physically looks around to be 14-15 , hundreds if not thousands of years old due to demon status .
species : demon
physicality : 5'2" . short , bobbed brown hair . dark red eyes . constantly wearing a green sweater with a stripe . always has a knife , depends on whether or not its a toy or not . wears gym shoes that have red and brown stains on them . self harm scars on thighs and arms .personality : childish and bratty , chara tends to be the kind of mix betweeen mc and monika . they can come off as sweet and childish , especially with those they trust , but a lot of their actions or words have malicious undertones .background : cw for murder , gore , disassociation , suicideyou don’t know when it began, really . this harrowing , awful feeling that somewhere deep down, you don’t belong here . not on this earth .not that mother or father paid you much attention , or the attention they gave you was far from what you wanted . what you needed . you were just a kid . you didn’t need to be strong . you needed to be taken care of .it always reeked of smoke and booze in that house . you come to school with scars and bruises , but it doesn’t matter . none of it matters . you cried as loud as you could . but no one ever came . you wanted to be safe .so you x’d yourself .you wake up in a field of buttercups . and life — or not life , is supposed to be good . you feel different . you are different . you have power . you have the power to do better , to be better , and you have RED HOT ANGER that does not leave . it never leaves .and your family , so kind , so sweet , so soft , so pliable . so breakable . so … unloyal . the minute another child turns up they just..
you don’t know why you’re so upset . it’s not like they were ever really yours . why can’t you ever just have anything NICE without some fucking monster or some fucking human turning up?it starts small , but the feeling gives you power . small monsters at first .you x’d them .and you keep x’ing them and you don’t know where you start and end and where the bloodtrail ends but you feel safe . you’re safe . you have no family , no home , but you are safe , in your own arms , even if there’s no one in the underground anymore .even if you’re all alone . even if you have to x people over and over again , hear their screams against your knife over and over , in every timeline , you are powerful.the red is something so comforting , even when scrubbing it out of your sweater in the eerily quiet lab of those who have dearly passed . the blood feels like home and you don’t … you’re not here . not really . or you are . you’re too tired to care .so you continue to x them .
and you’re safe.trivia :
- knows tagalog , but doesn't speak it unless they physically feel safe
- constantly looking for a "family" to feel safe
- they're currently hunting you, rn!
- when frustrated , they start stuttering and getting angry
- angry crier
- their body temperature is usually really, really warm . like it'll feel like they're always having a fever , but in reality , if they don't have a body temp of 109 degrees , that's them being sick .
- bleeds red
anything else ? smells like coconut shampoo and iron . believes in santa clause . believes in karma . gets frustrated with piano and typing easily . carries knives and weapons with them at all times . has red led lights on at all times . drinks pink monster religiously .

ETHAN WINTERS , from capcom's resident evil 7 & 8 .

name , including nicknames and preferred names : ethan winters , but ethan is okay
pronouns : he / him
sexuality : closeted bisexual
age : 39 ( although unsure due to the mold infection )
species : lol?
physicality : 6'1" , with extensive scarring due to the trials and tribulations in the games he went through .personality : a very blunt and straightforward person , ethan often times comes off as tired , or annoyed , even if unintentional . generally , he's a pleasant person to get along with , if a bit awkward at sometimes .background : tbutrivia :
- misses his old desk job
- stupidly good at chess and tetris
- has considered divorcing mia multiple times in the past , but always finds himself going back to her , because he always has been stupidly in love with her
- despite being able to handle a gun well , he's god awful at most first person shooters
- hates the movie ratatouille with a burning passion . unsure as of why .anything else ? cable knit sweaters and well fitted slacks . hair is always a mess , even with hair gel . smells like aftershave , the generic kind , one you can’t quite place . always carries snacks in his bag (although he’ll claim they’re for his kid) . also carries weapons . next to the snacks . secretly a wine mom .